This week has been...refreshingly insane. I love being busy. The only hard part is having to give up one thing because I'm already doing something else. But I guess I prefer that to having NOTHING, which basically sums up most of my life up until recently. So, recap: MWF I have working with Jenny, then volleyball practice, then usually work or chores or homework or trying to reconnect to my friends. TTh I have school in the morning (college classes, WooHoo!) then volleyball, then sometimes work or just something else that I always seem to have to be doing. Add some volleyball games into the week and I'm full to the brim. Now I'm just trying to fit in exercise on my own, which will probably happen in the early morning (my little sis is going to be my running buddy!).
I suppose it stems from being home schooled through junior high. I'm super grateful that I didn't have to go through the preteen persecution experience, but I was always so lonely and bored that I can never get enough compensation for that time in my life. I never, ever want to "just chill" again. It's only problematic when I think of new things that I want to add to my life and discover that I just don't have the time.
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